Was suppose to go for an ultrasound scan next week at KK Hospital. But I cannot wait till then. Suddenly, the fear of having a baby creep into me again last night...HE called me this morning, at 8.30am to be exact... Told him about the feeling I had last night. Could feel his mood immediately went down. Sorry... "Forced" me to go for the check-up THEN. Feel that I should go as well...Went to bathe, had my breakfast and headed to the clinic, the gynae at Hougang St 21. Got to know of this clinic through the Internet.The whole test did not take very long. Went in, told him about what is happening..."Do you think you are pregnant?" was the 1st queation he asked.I looked at him, no answer could come out from me.He did a scan for me..."Nothing..." He said.Then, he paused...%0
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2:27 PM
No... It is not tomorrow that I am stationed in the room behind the security counter. I went over this evening...It was much more B-O-R-I-N-G!!! I have no computer to merge history... To serve the Internet...I just sat there and stare at the four walls. Occassionally chatting with Sha, Maz and Adele...Sha showed us the photos that he took at the Fitness Centre. A fire boke out there this afternoon. He and some others were there trying hard to put out the fire. After seeing the photos, we really have to thank God that they are still alive. The live wire was dangling by itself at the place where the fire broke out. Imagine if the electricity travelled into the water... Was asked to go for dinner with Sha and Adele. As I had nothing to do, I went along. Forgot to mention today's meal was special. They had ice-cream!!! And for dinner, they cooked sphagetti!!! I had actually went for lunch with HIM already at Thai Express. But when Ein Ein told me the menu for today's lunch, decided to follow her down to eat again. Was quite disappointed... Expected a big spread...Heard later that the ice-cream was from the coffee-house. They are trying to clear the stock... During dinner, Angel was there as well. God knows why he keep staring at me. But I was not really bothered about that. Had my dinner and head back to my "office". They also do not have the sphagetti already when I went to eat... =(After work, before heading home, went to get a pair of pants from Giodarno...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:34 PM
Yesterday was the first day I was at work ever since the renovation of the hotel started. I only have one word to describe the feeling I had. B-O-R-I-N-G!!! Extremely...I had NOTHING to do at all for the whole 8 hours!!! Lunch-time was extended from 45 minutes to an hour or more...This reminds me of the time I was working at CTMA. The time when I put on 10 kilograms in 1/2 a year!!!Well, breakfast would be taken when we (Elaine and I) reached the office. We would usually get toast and a drink from the coffee-shop near the office. After lunch, we would go and buy a loaf of raisin Bonjour bread and a tub of crunch ice-cream to share. And, when we leave the office for home, we would each get an abalone pie from the coffee-shop, eat it while walking to the bus-stop. We would still have a full dinner when we reached home.That was life then... Elaine, remember??? Remember the gluton us last time??? But, I really miss those times... So carefree... So fun...At around 6pm, everyone slowly begin to head home, expect me. Because my shift is from 12pm to 8pm. When David, the last person to leave, was about to leave, he asked me to go down to Operator department to stand-by. Thank God he did that.With no one around, the hotel resembles a ghost-town. Dead quiet... Also reminds of the time I went to Desaru with HIM, Elaine and Jeremy...Left at 8pm sharp. Was suppose to go and buy clothes. Because now, we do not need to wear uniform. AND DO NOT NEED TO BUN UP OUR HAIR!!! =) But instead, went for dinner and head home. Guess I will do some shopping later on. NO MONEY!!! =(From tomorrow onwards, I will be stationed behind the security counter. Great!!! =)
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
7:26 AM